Its amazing how you can look at life an suddenly realise that you have lost many of your friends. Over the last 7 years I have lost most of my friends to Aids, Cancer, alcohol related illness, murdered, I am now 55years old and have lost the greater part of my group of close friends and am coming to terms with The almost insurmountable problem of making new ones its not that I cant meet people but that most of the people I meet are younger than I am are healthier than I am and can get out and about and get to social interactive environments more than I can. If I go out to pubs there is so much noise I cant hear any think, I cant drink any way It just makes me to ill. For the most part it is a torture to go to most social places. I watch the grumpy old men programme on TV and see my self in most of what they say and do.

Yet I am sure it is not meant to be like this The young seem to have it all their own way and with the Olympics coming to my area its only going to get worse.

Statistically there are less of them than there are of us so they tell me But if my experience is any thing to go by I am not so sure about this living longer. All my friends where younger than me bar one and she was only 60 when she died.

If I am to keep up the average among my group of friends I will have to live for a terrifying long time and at the current rate of pain and no health services to speak of and a medical profession who tell me they can do nothing for me I have my doubts that I want to try and survive that long.

All the idea of the brave new world and the modern society is a load of rubbish as far I can see it may exist for those who live in the million air society but for the rest of us poor its a unaffordable dream The chines are harvesting the prisoners organs for the rich American and European markets. In New York the dead are illegally harvested to cheat the poor by selling them sub standard parts for transplants. Would you want Alister Cooks bones. They also offer a free burial services to the family’s of dead drug addicts in exchange for their organs after they have flushed the bodies through and cleared the toxins.

Its a sick world we live in brought on by the Christian Capitalists. Its no wonder the Muslim world thinks of Christians as devils. Its a shame they don’t realise just how wonderfully pagans are as no self respecting pagan would go along with any of this stuff as we all fundamentally hold with a natural way of life in the world in harmony with nature something that is severely lacking in the rest of the world religions.

Wang Guoqi
Wang Guoqi told Congress he had helped remove the organs from prisoners whose executions had been intentionally botched  

In the age of Kali Yuga achording to the Hindu Vedas we will eat each other to stay alive well we may not be eating each other yet but it appears we are not far off it  how low do we have to sink before we reach for enlightenment.

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    Butch

    Hi, Thanks for viewing my space, well i dont believe its coz we are male thats the problem i know a few females who can complain just as bad if not worse than that of me and my boyfriend, however i am glad you like my blog, and i am still up dating my blog please keep looking and when i up date you will see how grumpy we are lol thanks Mattie

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