I FIND MY SELF WRITING
I Find my self writing as means to alleviate my furrow of mind that is induced by the news and the opinions statements and actions of the society in which I live.
The United Kingdom in which I live I am completely aware of how some one grows to be a suicide bomber It is not for me such a strange thing I some times wonder what it is that keepd me from being one and I am a 58 year old white east end Englishman of the homosexual persuasion.
I am at heart a hippy laid back helpful recycling green gentle giant.
Its is however difficult for me to listen to the rubbish and media telling us that its all going peter tong we have swine flu,
the ecconomy is going down can we cope well who the f=u#-c=-7k cares we got by in the past 10 days of cannot see your hand in front of your face fog.
The idiocy of people having to be registered to be guest speakers at schools . When I was already acting as an adult drinking in pubs and being asked if my 18 year old sister was old enough to drink when I was 15. I never got drunk I would not dare as my parents would have been asd if i did and I would have to be quizzed on where I had been and what we had been up to. That was just not on could not risk getting grounded had to much going on.
Ok up to 11 your at risk just possibly slim chance of being abused at school by teachers unless ,of course you are at a public or a boarding school you are hardly likely to, If you are at a state school or a school in the community going home every night.
The main abuse is by other pupils and by other family members or by neighbours and friends in the local so why do we concentrate on Vetting people for work. It makes no sense at all If you are an abuser you just work some where else and chat the kids up on the estate or give them alcohol when they cant buy it or let them borrow your car or have the best play station and games for them to borrow or what ever it takes and you turne them into rent boys or prostitutes by paying them for the sex not all ways with money thats why they don’t notice that they are prostituting them selves its my boyfriend bought me this, my mate gave this to me. My boss gave me this I do stuff for him around the house clean his car, Help him with his motor bike.
Thats how it was in my day and you mostly knew what you where getting your self into It was sort of normal and what you did if you where sexually active early. Some times you came unstuck and had to run and threaten but for the most part you where in the driving seat so from 14 to 21 as a gay man I was in the driving seat. From 14 to16 for my Heterosexual side I was in the driving seat and changed to my homosexual side almost immediately as women where far to scary I needed to stay in the position of controle till I felt confident.
But younger girls Ugh! I had sisters my first sex with a woman was with a woman who drove a sports car and was 69 years old . My first sex with a guy was with another 14 year old boy then with an 18 year old boy then a 49 year old man ex -Vietnam vet black American marine.
22 year old female got engaged she found out about the men and ditched me at the engagement party. In front of family and friends Oh well should have been honest I suppose ?
So what is it that we call a paedophile well its some one who has sex with a child under the age of consent in this country 16 years old so!
If you are over 16 and your sexual partner is under 16 it is illigal
and you ! are the paedophile if you are over 16.
Why are there no important Muslims around the world now speaking out as support for the massacres by the hard linen Muslims in Iran. It is a sad day that the Muslim community on a world wide basis has no voice to speak against its own kind in the way the Christian community has
Mean while here we are in Afghanistan fighting The Taliban that has its network all over the Muslim world that is a sick religious military movement much like the like the grand Ayatollah in Iran is the Great Satan dictator hier to the order of satans from the old Mesopotamian Empire who wrote the orgins of the Apocalypse.
So I ask are we actually in the end times when the angels of fallen one return to kill the sons of men.
Hey I digress into prophecy and that is not on!
Mohamid was the last Prophet he said so blessed be his name.
There was of course Islam or should I say Sufism before Mohamid appeared on the scene otherwise how could he be the last Prophet ?
So where did it all start well it was two brothers one born of the wife and the other born out of wedlock by the slave girl. One was saved from blood sacrifices to God and founded the Jewish faith. The other kept a look out for dad when he went off to sacrifices the son born in wedlock in case the Satans the judges and lawyers of the state should find out what he was up to.
He went on to found the Islamic faith.
Isaac and Ishmael the sons of Abraham who turned his back on Idolatry and was given the all clear by God to stop blood sacrifice of Humans when god refuse the tribute of his sons life. The satans who where the law of the society and culture in which he lived.
They where not happy for such an important man to stand against their their right to administer their right of life and death over those they judged as guilty or enemy’s of the state and to do this in the name of god . Now come down to us as the papel court the synode of Bishops, the Sharia court to name but a few of the order of satans incarnations.
All those who weld the sword of justice as infallible in Gods name.
Then I watch LADY GAGA at picnic in the park and think what a shock to some one from the backwoods of Iran she would be. But then they are a minority and we should live and let live thats what lady Gaga is about shame the Islamic Fundamentalists are not could the Taliban take over here in the United kingdom if we don’t keep fighting in Afghanistan well no I donty think so bgut the government might let them if they thought it was to their advantage or they may use them to frighten the population into sub misision to their code As here the police, judges and legislature are the heirs to the Mesopotamian Satans here though we have removed their right to life and death over the citizens even if they are criminals I do however fear that they may be trying to bring it back.
New Labour came to power on a ticket of education, education, education and promptly set about destroying any sensible eduction we had and reducing the population to a level of ignorance that has not existed since before the victorian age.
I find my self a gay man paying council tax and livening on a small pension that is just about manageable in one of the most expensive city’s in the world having to have retired early to provide care for my aged parents as my state of health would not allow me to work and care for them as well it would have put me in an early grave and they would have been left with out any care.
Now here I am watching the news about a home grown Taliban disenfranchised public school muslim doctors son who was from a well off family had a good education who ended up a heroin addict in a council flat planing suicide bomb atrocity’s in the name of god the mercifully supporting the taliban through web sites on the internet.
The angels of the fallen ones return to kill the sons of men in the end times ! The sad lost ones who have fallen into the bottomless Pit of despairer because they have turned their back on God. They are following the way of the great satan who was given dominion over man by god the essences of the planet is the fire of god! His first creation light Lucifer / Iblis.
The spirit that is the emboidiment of the Sun being god and Lucifer or Iblis the fire at the heart of the planet earth it bubbles out from the center of our planet through the volcanoes and rifts of the subduction zones and is responsible for our life and our death it was the force that gave us a warm enough planet for life to exists and it will be the end of us either because we warm up the planet to much for our selves or because there is a great geological upheaval or not one and the fire goes out ?
Now all this turmoil of thought has run its course and it has fallen from my mind on to the key board of the confuser I feel strangely calmer and far less likely to make my self into a human bomb have however broken out in a cold sweat and feel decidedly tired and ill and would muse on the thought of having swine flu if not for the fact that this is fairly normal for me and is opart of why I retired on grounds of ill health and new that I would not last long if I tried to look after Mum and Dad aas well as do a 36 hour a week job for social services as well. I feel ill because I am tired and need to sleep so tea in the park and typing are fun but my body has other needs right now.
My what a rant but blessed be the creator and the manifestation of the creation the all that I perceive and all the things that are not yet revealed to me.
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