thoughts on the world

I personally think that its an inevitability that the human psychic has produced for its self the global warming ideology and the Christian /Jewish / Muslim capitalist nature of human society has fostered the Armageddon final days philosophy that’s been preached for the last 2000+ years.

As a pagan shaman, I am not happy about it, I do however have to accept that it will come as I and other system believers are not in the positions of power and influence that would be able to change the perceived course of the human psychic and social evolution we as a group within the human family have been for generations now slaughtered and oppressed .

I actually see the coming problems as a challenge and a great opportunity for a real change in the way humans perceive them selves and their environment it will bring on the change that is needed to bring the human soul to its more enlightened state of existence.

The best way to feel happy and contented in this world is to practice none attachment to life and the illusions of wealth and property.

Just accept that as long as you have a roof over your head, clothes on your back to keep you warm, food in your belly and a few friends who love and respect you then you are a rich human and have no need of anything else all else is greed and avarice no one needs more than two pairs of shoes no one needs more than oner car if they need one at all. no one can live in more than one house and no one needs a swimming pool or a golf course or to own a string of race horses. 

I am trying to help people realise that its not all that bad to be depressed its something that is natural to be at times and that acceptance of it is the first stage to getting over it. Having worked in many psychiatric hospitals and been a nurse and therapist in institutions and the community and now looking after my mum and dad both of whom are now 84 years old and mum is wheel chair bound and I have to wash and assist her in all her functions and my dad is slowly losing his mobility so there are natural reasons for them to be depressed and for me to be for that matter.

So I don’t chastise my self for being depressed or look at my self as if some thing is wrong with me .

I accept [and to some extent see the funny side of it all ] that life even when bad can be good. I gave up work due to my own ill health and took up the job of looking after my mum and dad my own boy friend of many years died 8 years ago after a long relationship, He spent the last 2 years wheel chair bound with me working and looking after him. We use to go camping and climbing even then he just could not walk. Since I lost him I have been celibate as I don’t think any one can fill his shoes so to speak But hey who knows one day may be, or may be I will find a wife this time life has many twists and turns .