the sexual MATRIX.

The personal is political we are the stuff of life what are we doing sitting at our computers trying to have a sex life?

How the fuck are you ever to meet any one if in the end your sex life is only taking place in a virtual world ?

Where any body can be anything they want to be other than what they really are. Its completly mad.

I was speaking to some one the other day and became aware that I had all rerady seen him on a web site but he had not seen my profile as yet as if he had he would have recognised me.

It was from a tatto that he had exposed at the time that I recognised him.

He had kept his face out of shot on his profile, he still has not seen my profile. I know that what he has said on line is not entirley the true, not a direct untruth but shall we say economical.

I grew into my gay and bisexual identy as a child of the 60`s and 70`s as an activist in gay liberation with a lesbian girle friend, we actually got chucked off the office collective in the early days in a bi witch hunt! As we where not gay enough at the time.

Later I chaired the gay pride committe in the 1980 march with the Brixton fairys hatchet headress debachal with the law. The last actually political gay pride march truly aimed at sexual liberation of all people in my book.

I wonder how we can be liberated and have the life and sexuality we want if we hide behind a virtual image of our selves and only play around the edges of interaction with others.

In the end it all becomes only titterlation and wanking over amature porn pictures of each other trying to be our fantasys and wondering if the guy sitting oposite you on the tube is the hairy arse you wanked over getting pluged by the big dick who just might be the guy sitting next to him.

Oh well I supose miocrosft will have us all in the matrix in the end.